"Did you really think your destiny was a one way street?"

You ever just get to a point where if you think anymore about one particular thing you think you are going to go crazy? That's me today. I am mentally exhausted trying to figure everything out. I want everything laid out before me like a one way street but I realize that is not how my life works. In the middle of an almost cry fest one amazing thing happened. My teacher told me of a molecule in the body called Laminin. Laminin is a protein network foundation for most cells and organs. It is the molecule that holds things together, like our skin. You are probably thinking okay so what? Laminin is naturally shaped like a cross. Don't you think it's ironic that the FOUNDATION protein for our cells and organs is shaped like a cross. Colossians 1:17 He is before all things, and in him all things hold together. At the moment I heard that it was like wow. God took the time to leave his mark on our cells (the smallest thing in our body). God cares about things we cannot even see as well as the huge things that matter the most. I'm frustrated because God won't show me what career path I'm supposed to take but I KNOW there is a reason and he is not withholding important,needed things from me. I love him and I love how he cares about everything!