My Tuesday--on a Monday schedule

So today is officially Tuesday, however Montreat runs on a Monday schedule so I had Monday classes! It's been a pretty good day even though I had lab for 5 hours and messed up a procedure and had to start all over :(! However, One of my teachers is out for the whole week so I don't have her classes this week so that is exciting! So my computer keeps cutting off, I am PRAYING it doesn't blow up...My life is on this machine (which is just sad, but true)! Thanks to the Monday schedule I don't have Theories and Princ. of Counseling this week and well, that just MAKES my week..Plus Ken Helser will be speaking in chapel on Thursday :) and that makes this week wonderful too.

So today during my five hour lab I was thinking..which is probably why I messed up and had to re-start HAHA, but since I went through all that..I must share it with my fellow bloggers :). OK, as girls we are told that our job is to wait for the "one" and basically what people are saying is that if you are interested in a guy don't worry or think about it just sit back and wait and trust God. Well you and I both know that RARELY happens..we end up thinking about it way too much and waiting turns into pinning which turns into heartbreak when it doesn't turn out. So this is what I'm thinking, and feel free to disagree, but number 1. You and I are a catch! Now, I know you are thinking the same thing I'm thinking.. sometimes you feel unattractive but the truth is YOU ARE NOT. You are one of a kind, a beautiful creation created perfectly in form (I know we have flaws..but just go with me here, we are in God's image). Okay just had to set up that background 2. I do not believe we are called to pine away for a guy. Since we can't pursue them I propose this: If they can't see our beauty, intelligence, loveliness, and uniqueness DROP THEM. I mean cross them off the list. Give them a substantial amount of time..and if they 1) ignore you and don't pursue or 2) pursue another girl, DROP THEM! Put them out of your mind because they don't deserve you!! They..don't..deserve..you. Why put your precious heart out there for an imbecile? Don't do it. Now, I know people aren't perfect and guys have it hard and honestly I give more leniency for the first reason (being slow) but don't give them to long..but the second one is absolutely a NO NO. If they go after someone else they are telling you that you are not good enough. I'm sorry but that's the sad truth. If a guy would chose anyone else over me then I don't want him. Friend, singleness is better than that mess. OH and don't be afraid to straight up ask them their intentions if need be, I don't think that's pursuing I think that's being wise. And one more thing..if your heart has been broken over and over like mine has been, then take it back! I think we have a right to do such...just demand it back and then hand the pieces over to Jesus and let him fix it. but don't you dare think that it's hopeless and they "have your heart forever." Lies! So that's the end of my spill..I hope it makes you girls think like it did me :)

"Open me up and you will see
I'm a gallery of broken hearts
I'm beyond repair, let me be
And give me back my broken parts.."