I decide.

After a day of going to the doctor,Princess Diaries 2 and Father of the Bride..I have decided that I decide. I just need to put this out here in cyber space even though it make not make sense to the rest of the world. I have been thinking a lot about FREEDOM and I've decided that since Jesus gave his own life so I could have love, joy, and peace then I want to take FULL advantage of it. "Carpe Diem!" If I want to move to Ogden and be a wedding planner or I want to be a brain surgeon or queen of England, I DECIDE. Me and God decide. No one else. I'm tired of living my life for people who didn't give their life for me. Jesus is WORTHY of my life and it is his and I believe with all that's within me that he wants me to have JOY LOVE and PEACE(basically because he told me so in His word). So, I am going to do so and I'm going to enjoy my life when it's crappy and when it's blissful..and who knows what 10' holds ;)..could be the start of something beautiful. I will leave you with my song of inspiration...

"I decide how I live
I decide who I love
Choice is mine and no one gets to make my mind up,
I decide"