A few days ago I was crying out to God about this past summer and being here at Montreat and I remember saying "God, if you don't send me someone to share my heart with, to share what you've done..then I don't know what I'm going t do." Lastnight, another RA and I went out on the porch, sat on the swing and began talking about the Bible and Montreat and what we wanted to do with our lives. She said somethings different about you from last year...she said to be honest I thought to myself last year why did they pick her as an RA? She was saying how when we came back for RA training a week ago she saw confidence and she saw the Lord!!! I wanted to cry! I'm so excited that the change I experienced on the inside is being shown on the outside. I began to tell her about Brazil, the miracles, the call I received from the Lord..I just laid it out there. The Holy Spirit showed up..I could feel him!!! She could too!!! She said that she had a deep desire to see people healed but she's been scared to pray for them because "what if its not God's will" or "what if they don't believe in God if they are not healed?" Just lies from the enemy. She began to pour out her heart too and it was amazing what the Lord was doing....I shared my vision for Montreat with the first person since I've been here. Even though she maybe didn't understand all the ins and outs of what I was saying she encouraged me to obey God and not hold back, ha :). I came back to a note on my door that included 3 Ra names who were thanking me for sharing Truth and encouragement with them since I've been here...If you've read my previous blogs you know that is been what my heart is crying out for!! HAHAHA...God is so faithful, I laugh because I'm overjoyed and encouraged that it has been one week today and LOOK at what the Lord has done! We have to hold to His promises, He is faithful, and not slow in fulfillng them but He is working in the DETAILS of our lives...I've been encouraged with this passage:
Matthew 10:
27 “Whatever I tell you in the dark, speak in the light; and what you hear in the ear, preach on the housetops. 28 And do not fear those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. But rather fear Him who is able to destroy both soul and body in hell. 29 Are not two sparrows sold for a copper coin? And not one of them falls to the ground apart from your Father’s will. 30 But the very hairs of your head are all numbered. 31 Do not fear therefore; you are of more value than many sparrows.
More to come soon!
I love you all,
Jordan
that's so cool tibby. i'm so glad you've found some people to talk to! i love you and i miss you!
ReplyDeleteI love you and I pray for you daily. I haven't emailed you lately because honestly, I know Jesus needs to be your go to. But I haven't forgotten you, dear. Be of good courage. I'm so happy for you in this new adventure of your life. You are ever in His sight, Beloved of the Lord!
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